Hora brahh. Last entries i was coret-coret about how depressed of cloud. It's not easy to wrote that cause i'm not so well. Well, we not always on top. Someday somehow, we will go down and maybe get dirt on our body. Just like give and take. I hate this attitude for some reason. Maybe it's remind me to myself long time ago. Past is past. What i do now just looking forward for the up coming days. I just believe in Allah S.W.T. Whatever happen is came with the reason. My heart was struggling to pump the blood through my veins. I hate when you ignore me. To tell you the true if myself was like old days, i leave you without doubt. Cause it's beyond my patient. I'm at my limit. I have you as my girl but i'm alone here. What for i keep you if you don't want to stay? I'm alone living on my own. Where is my girl? I can't find her even i'm dying reaching her. Sad. =.= But what can i do cause loving you is all i have. I need you so much. Because i've decided to give you my everything even my only life. I don't have any regret about it. I'm proud cause i'm able to love and treasure some one like this. Thanks to Allah cause give me a chance in knowing you. Cause i've change a lot when i'm with you. Like i'm telling you before, i handed you a knife and my heart. Feel free to do whatever you want to do with it. Treasure it if it's really meant for you. Damage it if it's have no meaning for you. Anyway, you are not alone. Even i'm far away from you, i will always be by your side. I love you so much. As you can see, i'm yours from the 1st day we knew until forever ever. I will take the throne if you are the queen. I will kill the dragon if you are the princess. All i do is because of you. Sorry cause i'm poor. Not all knight in shining armor will make you dreams came true. Only you i need to give me strength to live the life. Guide me to live. Only you i need to make me smile. Only you i need to be wife, to be mom to my children. I love you my future bride. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. I love you damn fucking much. I miss you. Thanks cause enter my darkness life and light it with your shine bright light.
Lifehouse - You And Me
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