Awake

Heyho. Am i dead? Cause i don't feel like i was living right now. I think my brain got damaged cause it can't work properly. Its time for me to fly too another destination. Forget bout promises between me and her. She more important than anything. My head is mess. Sometimes i feel i wanna take it off for awhile. So i can't think of anything except the person who stole my heart. The true is, i miss you like crazy. I can't bear it alone but i'm working on it. I just flash the thing when we together so i can smile but not cries. I believe in you and have faith within it. Just to tell you how important you are in my life. Without you everything is mess. I can't even manage myself. People keep wake me up but i don't want to! This dream make me alive. And this my only dream that i will turn it into reality and no more fantasy. I love you angel from my nightmare. It's hard to breathe without you around. Come back love, i'll be waiting for you only. i'm desperately wanna hear your lovely voice that make me calm through the storm or what ever up coming. It's only you i want! You are everything to me. All i wanna do is loved you until the last breathe of mine. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha.

28 Again

Yaw~ Today was our anniversary for 5month. And guess what, she here with me again. I love this feeling you know. I can call her again, heard her voice. Woah. This damn feeling really make me alive. I'm so happy when she around me again. Today i missing her like crazy. When i talked with her, i can't help being childish. Lol. Hope she don't mine. =_=" Oh yeah. I forget to tell, she got flu. Her voice really lovely! Woahh. She so cute today. I can't handle myself anymore. I'm in love again! ^_^ Happy Anniversary darling. You are my everything. Love you pumpkin. I want marry you!

Dream

Yaw~ How are you lately? Hope you are fine. It has been a month since last i heard your voice. Woah.. It's really killing me yaw. I can't stop my heart from missing you. Even in my sleep you are there. I'm afraid to close my eyes cause it seems real to me. A perfect life that i had, make me don't want to wake up anymore. Reality really frustrated. I'm on own. My future bride ran away. How can i face the upcoming life? Aigoo. Mom miss you. She keep asking why you didn't call home anymore. I'm speechless cause the question don't have an answer. I close my eyes, i saw you. Woah. I'm too pathetic. Love give you life, wonderful life. But, it can turn to hell within a second you live in nightmare. All i can do now is trust my heart, my love. Keep preying and hoping you will back one day. Now i close my eyes for awhile just too see your smile. (^_^) It's really beautiful. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. Goodnight angel.

24/7

I had great night last night. Have fun with all my friends. Chill around without problem in mind but, suddenly one of them asked bout me and my girl. No one know the story bout us. I just smile and said. "ok jer, napa?" then i go take a drink outside. How can i didn't think of you? every second, every minute, every hour, every day you in my thought. I reach you but you not there. I'm clueless, speechless lying around here without you. Losing soul, moving around with empty body. How can i still live? I miss you damn much. I've tried everything to get over you. But i can't! Seriously, i'm dying. I want hear you. I need you by my side all the time. If i've made mistake that can't be forgiving, i'm begging you forgiveness on my knee. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. Not with my heart only, but with my soul, my everything. I hope you read this entries. I'm so sorry.. Please come back..

I Miss You

I'm totally miss you dear.. How can i pretend like nothing happen while my heart being rape missing you. I've said i'm okay, i am not! It's really painful when you are not around. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss everything about you. I want you cause i really need you. All of memories being with you one by one came into my dream. How can i reach you again. Tell me! I love you so much. Seriously, i'm broken without you by my side.

Thanks For Everything

This suddenly came. For 3 months i hold for nothing. Where is the talk that used to be promises? Where is the words that make me want to stay? It's just a talk? Haha. Just like i've said before, don't promise something that you can't even make it real. So here from the start, thanks for everything. I'm not regretting knowing you. You gone like it was a dream and i'm seriously damaged. Thanks for the pain. I hope you get your life that you wanted. I'm not okay. But i will give my best to move on. You now just memories that tear me apart. I wish you come back and stay with me. But, you never came. Thanks for that i fall deep in hell. :) Take care love. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha.

Heyho!

Jeng jeng jeng! 12 o'clock has past. Happy anniversary sayang! Ehem ehem. Muahhh! Hihihi. ^_^ I love you so much pumpkin pie! 3 months has past with the blink of eyes. A lot of things has happened in this 3 months. Love, fight, argue, laugh and every emotion we have share to feel it together. Sometimes, i can't believe that i'm having a GF that far away from me and i love her with all i have. It is difficult but somehow i managed it too bear with it. When we have something important in our life, treasure it. Cause in future you don't regret when you think or remember about it. So i'm just telling you that Nor Aneelya Natasha is my only treasure that i'll keep it and hold it until i die. She is my everything. Ohh, i forget to tell you that she is MINE! XD Sayang, let's work on our relationship and make our dreams come true. Sorry i'm being selfish, i don't care what happen around me cause all i want was you. I love you! ^_^ Happy anniversary my dear beloved sunshine. Love you. :)

Yellowcard - Everywhere

Darling

Heyho. When you are lost and have no places to go, you sank deep inside on your heart. Surrounded by nothing but only the darkness. Are you scared? Don't lie lahh you didn't scared. But when your are alone, you head automatically thought bout someone that you loved with all your heart and all that you got. Sure my feeling toward her is unbreakable like a diamond that can't be cut. But recently, i feel awkward when i'm with her. My head keep pushing the negative thought all over my mind. She change a lot after she's got a job as kindergarden teacher. I don't want to wrote about this thought. But, its just for your information as well. You've changed a lot girl. I hate to think but the question seems didn't reach the answer yet. Did you have scandal? Why your friend phone always with you? Why you leave your phone that you used to text or call me back at home? Why i can't reach you even i've called for hundred times but after you give a miss call or short called, it's easy to contact you. You know that i will call you, but why you silent your phone during at mid night? "Don't disturbed my sleep" why now you give that statement? I've got more than you know the question. But, enough with this. You know, Tonight at 12 is our anniversary for 3 months. How should i say this, 1st month we doing greatly as couple. But for the 2nd month, we keep argue and silent for a long period. This 3rd month, i don't know maybe it's just "okay"? Hurmm.. I don't know. I just trust you. Why? Cause you are my girl and my only girl. I need you forever. Why? Cause you're my bride. I love you. Why? Cause you light my path when i'm surrounded by darkness and to tell the true, i'm breathless when you're not around. I miss you. Why? Cause you the one who give me happiness, the one who always there when i'm sank with my own emotion, the one and only one for me. You are my everything. Darling, please don't lie to me..

Eyes Set To Kill - Darling

Situation

Ahhhh. :( I don't like this situation. When i'm alone, i fall deep inside in my own mind. Once again, i'm worried bout my future. Sure its dark right now. Cause, i think i've made terrible  mistake. I'm so scared plus i don't have people to talk too. Its the worst! All the problem combine together and it's moved freely inside my head and its really frustration. What should i do? Seriously, i'm damn worried right now. :'(

Escape The Fate - Situations

Honestly

Heyho! Morning people in love! Hahaha. Last night i just heard something make me feel unpleasant. Hmm, I think this is second time i heard or feel this unhappiness feeling. It's sure hurt cause why now you being like this? "I don't like my sleep to be disturbed, that's why i've silent my phone. Can you understand??" Before this you don't have problem with it. Why now? Can you see, this is why doubt is born. Haish! I just stop the question cause i don't want we argue or fighting again. So i just keep myself in cool and just get over it. Seriously, i don't like to feel this way and i don't like to think this way. But it's okay, i try to bear it. Just for your information, we're in the same cars that moving toward to our only future together. So, please be honest on everything. Cause honestly is the priority concrete of everything. Without it, whatever you have built surely fall in blink. Aware is needed. So please, don't let lies win on everything. Let's fight it for our days. Ganbatte!

A Day To Remember - If It Means A lot To You

Fantasi

Heyhoo! Hari nihh perasaan wa kurang enak lagi. Apa tak nya, seharian tak dapat dengar suara GF wa. Wa harap dia sihat-sihat sahaja. Tiap masa wa doakan yang terbaik untuk dia. Tambahan pula sekarang nihh dia tengah exam. Lagi lah berbakul-bakul wa doakan untuk dia. Hmm.. Tengah-tengah wa dalam keadaan gangguan emosi nihh, wa layan koleksi romance drama-drama Jepun wa. Wa tahu semua itu hanyalah rekaan semata-mata. Tapi wa nak tanya sikit. Lu orang tak ada fantasi ker? Tak nak hidup bahagia? Kenapa wa tanya? Sebab wa mempunyai fantasi seperti itu. Fantasi mencintai dan dicintai dengan tanpa sebarang anasir-anasir yang mengganggu. Sentiasa berhubung antara satu sama lain tak kira masa dan tempat. Perlahan-lahan waktu berputar ketika bersama. Memahami antara satu sama lain. Apa pun dugaan, dua-dua tabah mengharungi walaupun ditimpa macam-macam malapetaka tapi masih cekal hanya untuk bersama. Kalau nak dibezakan dengan kehidupan realiti, memang jauh berbeza. Tapi cuba kita pikir balik. Semua itu kita yang buat. Nih semua pasal hidup kita dan teman kita. Fantasi tadi bukanlah sesuatu yang mustahil. Apa yang penting hati masing-masing. Jika dua-dua saling mencintai, tak kira jauh macam mana pun mereka tetap bersama. Jika kejujuran tonggak tiang hubungannya, mereka akan bersama sehingga hujung hayat mereka. Tetapi, jika ada pembohongan diantara mereka, hubungan itu perlahan-lahan goyah. Jika tiada lagi cinta antara mereka, selamat tinggal pada hubungan. Jika lu orang semua sayangkan hubungan lu orang, jujurlahh. Buat apa menipu menambahkan dosa sahaja. Cintai lah si dia dengan sepenuhnya. Kerana apabila kita kehilangan, baru kita tahu akan kepentingannya. Sentiasa bersama dengan mereka. Hargai si dia. Bertolak ansur antara lu orang dan jangan ikutkan kemarahan. Sesungguhnya api kemarahan itu adalah baraan syaitan. Jangan lupa, kita hanya mampu merancang. Tuhan tentukan segala-galanya. Mohonlah pada Yang Maha Esa akan permudahkan segala rancangan-rancangan kita. Amin.

Mayday Parade - Kids In Love

Rambut Oh Rambut

Heyhoo! Wa tengah runsing pasal khusus yang wa ambil tuh. Hari isnin nihh sudah bermula. Mak wa ada suruh potong rambut. Wa diamkan jer. Bapak wa pun suruh potong rambut, lagi sekali wa diamkan jerr. Hari tuhh masa taklimat, orang tuh ada cakap rambut yang panjang-panjang tuh tolong lah potong yee. Kena kemas lahh kalo boleh ber kemeja dan tai setiap hari. Ops! Wa takkan potong rambut wa lahh. Maaflah yee. Wa akan kemaskan diri tapi bukan potong rambut wa. Rambut raya nihh. Tapi ramai gak dah bising pasal rambut wa yang kembang macam pelarian. Hahaha. Lagi masa wa adjust hari tuhh mamat tukang gunting tuhh main takik je rambut wa. Terus kelihatan annoying. Damnn~ Pedulikan lahh. Dah panjang okay lahh nihh. Huhu. Mak, Ayah, dan sesiapa yang menegur suruh potong rambut wa nih, maaflah yee. Wa memang degil. ^_^

Closure In Moscow - Jewels For Eyes

Koleksi Peribadi

 

Nih semua koleksi scooter-scooter wa yang wa penah pakai termasuklah vespa barai tuh. Hahaha. Tapi semua dah tak ada dah. Dah wa jualkan untuk membeli gadget-gadget seperti Nintendo DS Lite, X-Box 360, Lcd 24 inci, Pakaian wa dan jugak wa buat belanja. Sangat boros time nihh. Wa sangat menyesal sebenarnya. Patutnya wa dah ada duit untuk kawen ngan Nor Aneelya Natasha dah sekarang nihh. Sob3! =.=' Setiap pekara yang terjadi tuh, ada hikmahnya. Tunggu wa kerja nanti, wa dah kukuh wa terus lamar cinta dunia akhirat wa. ^_^ Love you my sayang!

The Early November - Is It My Fault

Zaman Foreman

Heyhoo. Wa dah tak tahu nak coret apa kat sini. Runsing-runsing kepala pun tak guna jugak. So, meh wa cerita sikit pasal zaman wa jadi foreman scooter. Asalnya wa hanya mahu buat enjin wa jer laju. Alih-alih wa bergiat dengan active pulak dalam bidang scooter nihh. Dulu masa wa memula bukak moto sendiri, wa penah kene tipu barang hanya RM9 wa beli RM90. Fuhh~ kecewa wa time tuh dengar kebenarannya. Tapi belajar dari kesilapan. Dulu masa main lumba haram, wa punya machine penah pegang Seremban weyh. Scooter paling laju dalam Seremban. Huhu. Penah terbakar time wa tengah berlumba. Tuh memang sangat kelakar okay. Hahaha! Tapi sekarang tinggal kenangan jer. Machine tuh dah pun wa tolak kedalam sungai masa air tengah naik. Wat semak jer sebab barang-barang dah bukak. And ada yang kene curik, hilang lahh. Sekarang wa bergiat lagi. Cuma slow lahh. Wa buat pun scooter kawan-kawan jer. Wa sendiri dah pkai scooter standard (std). Tapi std-std pown laju lagi weyh. Hihihi. Senang nak ulang alik umah mertua wa nanti citanya. Ops! ^_^

Nih wa share sikit gambar-gambar wa dulu. :)




Crows Zero OST - GO! GO!

Lebat Gila Hujan!

Hujan turun dengan lebatnyaa. Paras air sungai melimpah-limpah kelihatan mahu kebanjiran. Tapi selamat tidakk. Tapi, kenape hati wa hiba semacam? Wa terasa macam down gilaa. Seolah-olah superhero yang dah tak ada jalan untuk menyelamatkan dunia. Seolah-olah hampir mati dimedan peperangan. Kenapa wa down sampai macam nih sekali? Wa tertanya-tanya jugak. Sebab wa tak penah rasa ini macam nihh. Down gila-gila. Macam seorang suami menatap kematian isterinya. Tak penah-penah wa berdoa meminta ketenangan pada Ilahi, untuk pertama kalinya wa mengangkat kedua-dua telapak tangan wa memohon ketenangan. Hujan dari mata mencurah membasahi pipi. Maaf jika wa emosi teramat sangat. Wa rindu sama GF wa, rindu sama FUTURE WIFE wa. Wa perlukan dia teramat sangat. Serious wa malu sebab perlakuan wa yang macam nih. Apakah ini dikatakan kekalahan? Loser? Wa perlukan masa untuk menyusun diri wa sendiri. Wa perlukan masa untuk perbetolkan segala kekurangan wa. Maafkan wa untuk segala kesilapan yang wa dah lakukan. Tuhan, tunjukkanlah haku kejalan yang benar. Buanglah segala kekotoran didalam minda dah hatiku ini. Ku memohon padamu Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.

Edwin McCain - I'll Be

Pakaian

Heyhoo! Wa geram betul rasanya hati nihh. Membara-bara jugak hati wa dibuatnya. Apa tak nya. Dah tahu wa tak suka dengan pemakaiannya, tapi macam sengaja pulak dibuat perangai itu. Padahal dulu lagi wa dah cakap yang wa tak nak dia pakai macam tuhh. Tapi baru-baru nihh dia pakai jugak. Dah lahh bajunya jarang sampai pusatnya pun wa boleh nampak apatah lagi susuk tubuh. Ditambah pulak dengan hot pants-nya. Bagus lah! Kalau dengan wa, wa tak kesah. Nihh mata orang lain memandang-mandang. Tak malu ker? Wa tak ada lah nak cakap macam wa nihh bagus sangat. Seluar pendek memang favorite wa. Tapi beragak lah sikit. Awak tuh dah dewasa. Aurat mana? Awak tuh mengajar agama kat sekolah. Pengetahuan agama awak pun lagi bagus dari wa nihh. Boleh jaga pemakaian awak tak?? Jangan nak trendy sangatlahh. Suka ker tayang untuk orang pandang?? Zz. Kalau kat rumah je wa nak pakai macam tuh tak apa. Haihh. >:( Entah dengan siapa lu keluar malam-malam cenggitu agaknya. Wa tak tahu pun bila lu keluar. Sangat panas hati wa nihh. Kalau lu rasa wa nih tak up to date, sorrylahh. Wa memang kampung punya orang. Wa sangat tak suka bila GF wa orang lain dok usha. Kalau usha pasal kecantikkan lu tak apa jugak. Nihh pandang lu pun atas bawah. Malu tuhh tolong ada yaa. Lu pakai jeans ngan t-shirt pun wa tak kesah. Maaflah berfikiran kuno macam orang kampung sebab wa memang asal kampung. Wa tak tahu lah macam mana lu pakai kat sana. Lu tipu wa pun wa percaya jer, tapi ingat lahh. Allah Maha Mengetahui. Kita penah cakap pasal benda nihh. Tolong jangan kasi wa ulang-ulang benda yang leh wat lu sendiri panas. Ingat kata-kata kamu okehh. Take your time. I love you so much! Sorry memekak psal benda yang mungkin kecil bagi you. Sebagai BF and your FUTURE HUSBAND, i just jalankan tanggungjawab i. Maafkan i. It's for your own good.

Asking Alexandria - A Single Moment Of Sincerity

Jauhnya Cinta

Nor Aneelya Natasha. Selain keluarga wa, wa hanya ada dia untuk wa cintai. Kalau dulu mungkin wa ramai perempuan temankan wa walaupun wa sudah berpunya. Tapi sejak bercinta dengan si dia, wa ketepikan semua anasir-anasir luar. Sebab apa? Sebab dari awal perkenalan wa dengan dia, wa sudah terpikat dengan sepenuhnya. Tak pernah berjumpa hanya suara yang kedengaran. Agak perit bila tak dapat menatap si dia setiap hari. Tak dapat merangkul dia dalam pelukan wa. Tapi wa kentalkan hati wa. Ramai yang berkata, hubungan jarak jauh akan putus ditengah-tengah jalan. Ramai jugak yang berkata, wa dengan dia tak lama. Tapi wa tak endahkan semua itu. Wa sudah dipukau dengan bayangan si dia. Hari-hari mengira jam menanti si dia menghabiskan pembelajarannya dan balik ke Semenanjung sepantas mungkin. Kesabaran wa sangat tercabar sebenarnya. Kadang kala wa memang nak terbang kesana dan tinggal bersamanya. Tapi apakan daya, wa sudah ada perjanjian dengan si dia. Masih ada tujuh bulan untuk wa nantikan kepulangannya cinta hati wa. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, lindungilah si dia cinta hatiku Nor Aneelya Natasha. Tabahkanlah hati kami untuk mengharungi segala dugaan dan cabaran hidup ini. Jauhilah hati kami dari termakan pujukan dan rayuan syaitan. Kukuhkan lah perhubungan kami Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Sesungguhnya haku ikhlas mencintainya dan menyayanginya. Sesungguhnya ku mahukan dia menjadi isteriku dan teman hidupku sepanjang nyawa ku didunia ini mahupun di akhirat nanti ku hanya mahukan dia di sisi ku. Amin.

Saosin - Voices

Kene Marah

Haluu. Hari nihh wa kena marah dengan singa gengster wa. Sob3. Garang betol rasanya. Agak lama dah tak kene marahh. Takot wa nak bersuara lebih-lebihh. Tapi dalam takot-takot nihh, wa risau jugak sebab sekarang nihh dia tengah exam. Bila dia marah macam nihh, dia dah ilang mood nak study. Hurmm.. Sumanya salah wa sebab rosakkan mood beliau. Isk! I'm sorry sayangg. Walaupun lambat buat, tapi i buat jugak daripada tak buat langsung. Sorry buat u marah-marah. Sorry rosakkan mood you. Sorry banyak-banyak. :(

Miley Cyrus - I'm Not Perfect

Apa Dah Jadi?

Hoi ya hoi! Damn lahh. wa tadi setting skuter wa dari kol5.30  petang sampai 8.00 malam. Wa baru balik dari testing dia punya power. Lu tahu apa jadi? Tersedak-sedak plak perginyaa. Adoiyai. Teros kecewa wa punya perasaan. Wa letih-letih setting kononnya tak nak bukak apa-apa lagi dahh. Kena gak bukak besok citanyaa. =.= Nihh wa tengah melantak jeruk mangga yang mak wa wat. Abis semangkuk wa taler. Haha. Memang besok wa date ngan jamban lahh citanya. Zz. Damn lahh skuter wa nihh. Wa kecewa tambah runsing dahh. Haishh. Dah lahh kuku wa tercabut kat ibu jari kanan. Sakitnyaa memang tak ingat lahh. Pastu jari tengah belah kiri plak macam patah. Tak boleh nak genggam. Bengkak nihh, biru kehijauan kelihatan. Zz. Apo lahh naseb den nihh ha? :(

Sum 41 - Confusion and Frustration In Modern Times

Merewang - Rewang

Heyho brahh! Semalam wa jalan-jalan dengan budak-budak Vs (suzuki vs 125/150). Wa gerak dari Seremban tak ramai pun, 3 biji jer. Tapi budak-budak yang dah tunggu kat Melaka dalam 40 biji jugak lahh. Walaupun function mereka tak berapa nak seronok sebab bercanggah idea. Tapi kira okay lahh. Plan sepatutnya kitorang balik hari nih (ahad) malam. Tapi budak-budak KL dahh malas nak layan event diowg, so kitorang pun decide balik malam tuh jugak. Macam-macam jadi time balik. Ngan scooter rosak dekat 4,5bijik. Hahaha. Jauh jalan weyhh. Tapi semua tuh tak ada masalah lahh. Biasa lah tuhh, dugaan orang dulu-dulu cakap. Hehe. =.=

Avril Lavigne - Mobile

Cloudy Day

Darn. The weather is so depress. It has been cloudy since morning. No light of sun shine at all today. I stare for a while at sky and wondering about you again and again. I'm sure you read all the entries in this dumb blog of mine. But still, why you in silent? You are my best friend. You are my soul mate. You are my only one. You are my future bride. You are my future wife. You are my wants. You are my needs. You are my everything. And the most important things right now right here, You are my Girlfriend. But, where have you gone? I'm alone here like i've got nothing with me. I'm alone here like i was living alone. Mom asked about you. Tasha tak ada call ke hari nih? Diam je mak tgk 2,3 hari. Kalo tak, sebelum nih telipon tuh dah macam tangan ke-2 dah. Melekat jer. What am i suppose to answer to those question? Lied to mom? Again? I really don't understand you darling. I can't read you. I ask you to add me here at blogspot., have you done it? I ask you to remove the damn annoying person in your page, have you done it? Zero. I don't like to rewind. but please looking forward. Don't you ever think when you silent like this will born the doubt? Don't you ever think about me?  I stare at the cloudy cloud. Asking, where are you. Wondering where you are.

P/s : Zz. I post this again. Damn same things.

Atreyu - So Wrong

Knife And Heart

Hora brahh. Last entries i was coret-coret about how depressed of cloud. It's not easy to wrote that cause i'm not so well. Well, we not always on top. Someday somehow, we will go down and maybe get dirt on our body. Just like give and take. I hate this attitude for some reason. Maybe it's remind me to myself long time ago. Past is past. What i do now just looking forward for the up coming days. I just believe in Allah S.W.T. Whatever happen is came with the reason. My heart was struggling to pump the blood through my veins. I hate when you ignore me. To tell you the true if myself was like old days, i leave you without doubt. Cause it's beyond my patient. I'm at my limit. I have you as my girl but i'm alone here. What for i keep you if you don't want to stay? I'm alone living on my own. Where is my girl? I can't find her even i'm dying reaching her. Sad. =.= But what can i do cause loving you is all i have. I need you so much. Because i've decided to give you my everything even my only life. I don't have any regret about it. I'm proud cause i'm able to love and treasure some one like this. Thanks to Allah cause give me a chance in knowing you. Cause i've change a lot when i'm with you. Like i'm telling you before, i handed you a knife and my heart. Feel free to do whatever you want to do with it. Treasure it if it's really meant for you. Damage it if it's have no meaning for you. Anyway, you are not alone. Even i'm far away from you, i will always be by your side. I love you so much. As you can see, i'm yours from the 1st day we knew until forever ever. I will take the throne if you are the queen. I will kill the dragon if you are the princess. All i do is because of you. Sorry cause i'm poor. Not all knight in shining armor will make you dreams came true. Only you i need to give me strength to live the life. Guide me to live. Only you i need to make me smile. Only you i need to be wife, to be mom to my children. I love you my future bride. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. I love you damn fucking much. I miss you. Thanks cause enter my darkness life and light it with your shine bright light.

Lifehouse - You And Me

Don't You Feel It?

Today was third days she keep herself in silent again. Why ehh? When i call, you didn't answer. When i text, you didn't reply. Where you going? What are you doing? How are you? All of these question i just bury it inside my mind. But how long can i resist it? Why you keep yourself in silent? Are you happy doing this? Are you really want we change like this? Why you doing all of this stuff to the only person who willing to die for you? What can't i do if you ignore me when i'm reaching you? Why all this happen to us? I hate to ask. But, please put yourself in my shoes. Days feel like years when i'm alone while you not around. Everything i do, reminds me at you. Please stop doing all this kind of stuff. Please care what i feel toward you. Please consider it. Don't you care about me at all? I miss you damn much. Do you feel it? Do you feel the same or i'm just the one who feel it? I need you to be with me. I need you to walk beside me. I need you for everything cause you are my everything. I can't live without you. It's empty and cold without meaning to live anymore.

Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day

Burn Out

Wahh. Still can't sleep lahh. I think i've got cold. =.= Damn lahh. My throat really hurt just like razor blade in there. My body sure in hot and my skin has turn too dark. Dammit! All because yesterday i go out to settle my insurance and renew my roadtax. The weather really hot just like if you sit outside for 10 minute, u will be burn just like you living in oven. Haha. +.+ I wanna hear my girl voice lahh. So miss her. Hurm.. = ="

Finch - What It Is To Burn

Meant To Be

If i never meet you, I wouldn't like you.
If i didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If i didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.
But i did, i do, and i will.

P/s : I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. You are my everything.

Weezer - My Best Friend

Heart And Mind

The heart has spoke to the mind. Don't you miss her? Don't you think about her? Mind has reply of cause i miss her. Of cause i think about her. Why heart? Why you ask? Mind, i miss her too. My beating was unstable cause she not around. I feel so hard to beat. Heart, i can't think when she not here. I can't make mouth smile when she not around. The vision was blurry cause myself can't regenerate energy. I miss her so much heart. I can't get a rid of her cause she is permanently bind here. Of cause mind! She will forever inside me. I will never lost her even when dead is waiting for me. She is where i belong to. Heart, i need her to hold me from losing myself. Mind, me too need her to make me beating. She is everything for us. She is our need and our want. Comfy us, take care of us cause everything i have is missing you damn much. Her is Nor Aneelya Natasha. The right person and the only person who can make us complete. I love you really badly much much more! You know i really want you. I really do need you!

Plain White T's - That Girl