Heyho!

Jeng jeng jeng! 12 o'clock has past. Happy anniversary sayang! Ehem ehem. Muahhh! Hihihi. ^_^ I love you so much pumpkin pie! 3 months has past with the blink of eyes. A lot of things has happened in this 3 months. Love, fight, argue, laugh and every emotion we have share to feel it together. Sometimes, i can't believe that i'm having a GF that far away from me and i love her with all i have. It is difficult but somehow i managed it too bear with it. When we have something important in our life, treasure it. Cause in future you don't regret when you think or remember about it. So i'm just telling you that Nor Aneelya Natasha is my only treasure that i'll keep it and hold it until i die. She is my everything. Ohh, i forget to tell you that she is MINE! XD Sayang, let's work on our relationship and make our dreams come true. Sorry i'm being selfish, i don't care what happen around me cause all i want was you. I love you! ^_^ Happy anniversary my dear beloved sunshine. Love you. :)

Yellowcard - Everywhere

Darling

Heyho. When you are lost and have no places to go, you sank deep inside on your heart. Surrounded by nothing but only the darkness. Are you scared? Don't lie lahh you didn't scared. But when your are alone, you head automatically thought bout someone that you loved with all your heart and all that you got. Sure my feeling toward her is unbreakable like a diamond that can't be cut. But recently, i feel awkward when i'm with her. My head keep pushing the negative thought all over my mind. She change a lot after she's got a job as kindergarden teacher. I don't want to wrote about this thought. But, its just for your information as well. You've changed a lot girl. I hate to think but the question seems didn't reach the answer yet. Did you have scandal? Why your friend phone always with you? Why you leave your phone that you used to text or call me back at home? Why i can't reach you even i've called for hundred times but after you give a miss call or short called, it's easy to contact you. You know that i will call you, but why you silent your phone during at mid night? "Don't disturbed my sleep" why now you give that statement? I've got more than you know the question. But, enough with this. You know, Tonight at 12 is our anniversary for 3 months. How should i say this, 1st month we doing greatly as couple. But for the 2nd month, we keep argue and silent for a long period. This 3rd month, i don't know maybe it's just "okay"? Hurmm.. I don't know. I just trust you. Why? Cause you are my girl and my only girl. I need you forever. Why? Cause you're my bride. I love you. Why? Cause you light my path when i'm surrounded by darkness and to tell the true, i'm breathless when you're not around. I miss you. Why? Cause you the one who give me happiness, the one who always there when i'm sank with my own emotion, the one and only one for me. You are my everything. Darling, please don't lie to me..

Eyes Set To Kill - Darling

Situation

Ahhhh. :( I don't like this situation. When i'm alone, i fall deep inside in my own mind. Once again, i'm worried bout my future. Sure its dark right now. Cause, i think i've made terrible  mistake. I'm so scared plus i don't have people to talk too. Its the worst! All the problem combine together and it's moved freely inside my head and its really frustration. What should i do? Seriously, i'm damn worried right now. :'(

Escape The Fate - Situations

Honestly

Heyho! Morning people in love! Hahaha. Last night i just heard something make me feel unpleasant. Hmm, I think this is second time i heard or feel this unhappiness feeling. It's sure hurt cause why now you being like this? "I don't like my sleep to be disturbed, that's why i've silent my phone. Can you understand??" Before this you don't have problem with it. Why now? Can you see, this is why doubt is born. Haish! I just stop the question cause i don't want we argue or fighting again. So i just keep myself in cool and just get over it. Seriously, i don't like to feel this way and i don't like to think this way. But it's okay, i try to bear it. Just for your information, we're in the same cars that moving toward to our only future together. So, please be honest on everything. Cause honestly is the priority concrete of everything. Without it, whatever you have built surely fall in blink. Aware is needed. So please, don't let lies win on everything. Let's fight it for our days. Ganbatte!

A Day To Remember - If It Means A lot To You

Fantasi

Heyhoo! Hari nihh perasaan wa kurang enak lagi. Apa tak nya, seharian tak dapat dengar suara GF wa. Wa harap dia sihat-sihat sahaja. Tiap masa wa doakan yang terbaik untuk dia. Tambahan pula sekarang nihh dia tengah exam. Lagi lah berbakul-bakul wa doakan untuk dia. Hmm.. Tengah-tengah wa dalam keadaan gangguan emosi nihh, wa layan koleksi romance drama-drama Jepun wa. Wa tahu semua itu hanyalah rekaan semata-mata. Tapi wa nak tanya sikit. Lu orang tak ada fantasi ker? Tak nak hidup bahagia? Kenapa wa tanya? Sebab wa mempunyai fantasi seperti itu. Fantasi mencintai dan dicintai dengan tanpa sebarang anasir-anasir yang mengganggu. Sentiasa berhubung antara satu sama lain tak kira masa dan tempat. Perlahan-lahan waktu berputar ketika bersama. Memahami antara satu sama lain. Apa pun dugaan, dua-dua tabah mengharungi walaupun ditimpa macam-macam malapetaka tapi masih cekal hanya untuk bersama. Kalau nak dibezakan dengan kehidupan realiti, memang jauh berbeza. Tapi cuba kita pikir balik. Semua itu kita yang buat. Nih semua pasal hidup kita dan teman kita. Fantasi tadi bukanlah sesuatu yang mustahil. Apa yang penting hati masing-masing. Jika dua-dua saling mencintai, tak kira jauh macam mana pun mereka tetap bersama. Jika kejujuran tonggak tiang hubungannya, mereka akan bersama sehingga hujung hayat mereka. Tetapi, jika ada pembohongan diantara mereka, hubungan itu perlahan-lahan goyah. Jika tiada lagi cinta antara mereka, selamat tinggal pada hubungan. Jika lu orang semua sayangkan hubungan lu orang, jujurlahh. Buat apa menipu menambahkan dosa sahaja. Cintai lah si dia dengan sepenuhnya. Kerana apabila kita kehilangan, baru kita tahu akan kepentingannya. Sentiasa bersama dengan mereka. Hargai si dia. Bertolak ansur antara lu orang dan jangan ikutkan kemarahan. Sesungguhnya api kemarahan itu adalah baraan syaitan. Jangan lupa, kita hanya mampu merancang. Tuhan tentukan segala-galanya. Mohonlah pada Yang Maha Esa akan permudahkan segala rancangan-rancangan kita. Amin.

Mayday Parade - Kids In Love