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I had great night last night. Have fun with all my friends. Chill around without problem in mind but, suddenly one of them asked bout me and my girl. No one know the story bout us. I just smile and said. "ok jer, napa?" then i go take a drink outside. How can i didn't think of you? every second, every minute, every hour, every day you in my thought. I reach you but you not there. I'm clueless, speechless lying around here without you. Losing soul, moving around with empty body. How can i still live? I miss you damn much. I've tried everything to get over you. But i can't! Seriously, i'm dying. I want hear you. I need you by my side all the time. If i've made mistake that can't be forgiving, i'm begging you forgiveness on my knee. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. Not with my heart only, but with my soul, my everything. I hope you read this entries. I'm so sorry.. Please come back..

I Miss You

I'm totally miss you dear.. How can i pretend like nothing happen while my heart being rape missing you. I've said i'm okay, i am not! It's really painful when you are not around. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss everything about you. I want you cause i really need you. All of memories being with you one by one came into my dream. How can i reach you again. Tell me! I love you so much. Seriously, i'm broken without you by my side.

Thanks For Everything

This suddenly came. For 3 months i hold for nothing. Where is the talk that used to be promises? Where is the words that make me want to stay? It's just a talk? Haha. Just like i've said before, don't promise something that you can't even make it real. So here from the start, thanks for everything. I'm not regretting knowing you. You gone like it was a dream and i'm seriously damaged. Thanks for the pain. I hope you get your life that you wanted. I'm not okay. But i will give my best to move on. You now just memories that tear me apart. I wish you come back and stay with me. But, you never came. Thanks for that i fall deep in hell. :) Take care love. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha.

Heyho!

Jeng jeng jeng! 12 o'clock has past. Happy anniversary sayang! Ehem ehem. Muahhh! Hihihi. ^_^ I love you so much pumpkin pie! 3 months has past with the blink of eyes. A lot of things has happened in this 3 months. Love, fight, argue, laugh and every emotion we have share to feel it together. Sometimes, i can't believe that i'm having a GF that far away from me and i love her with all i have. It is difficult but somehow i managed it too bear with it. When we have something important in our life, treasure it. Cause in future you don't regret when you think or remember about it. So i'm just telling you that Nor Aneelya Natasha is my only treasure that i'll keep it and hold it until i die. She is my everything. Ohh, i forget to tell you that she is MINE! XD Sayang, let's work on our relationship and make our dreams come true. Sorry i'm being selfish, i don't care what happen around me cause all i want was you. I love you! ^_^ Happy anniversary my dear beloved sunshine. Love you. :)

Yellowcard - Everywhere

Darling

Heyho. When you are lost and have no places to go, you sank deep inside on your heart. Surrounded by nothing but only the darkness. Are you scared? Don't lie lahh you didn't scared. But when your are alone, you head automatically thought bout someone that you loved with all your heart and all that you got. Sure my feeling toward her is unbreakable like a diamond that can't be cut. But recently, i feel awkward when i'm with her. My head keep pushing the negative thought all over my mind. She change a lot after she's got a job as kindergarden teacher. I don't want to wrote about this thought. But, its just for your information as well. You've changed a lot girl. I hate to think but the question seems didn't reach the answer yet. Did you have scandal? Why your friend phone always with you? Why you leave your phone that you used to text or call me back at home? Why i can't reach you even i've called for hundred times but after you give a miss call or short called, it's easy to contact you. You know that i will call you, but why you silent your phone during at mid night? "Don't disturbed my sleep" why now you give that statement? I've got more than you know the question. But, enough with this. You know, Tonight at 12 is our anniversary for 3 months. How should i say this, 1st month we doing greatly as couple. But for the 2nd month, we keep argue and silent for a long period. This 3rd month, i don't know maybe it's just "okay"? Hurmm.. I don't know. I just trust you. Why? Cause you are my girl and my only girl. I need you forever. Why? Cause you're my bride. I love you. Why? Cause you light my path when i'm surrounded by darkness and to tell the true, i'm breathless when you're not around. I miss you. Why? Cause you the one who give me happiness, the one who always there when i'm sank with my own emotion, the one and only one for me. You are my everything. Darling, please don't lie to me..

Eyes Set To Kill - Darling