Heyho. Am i dead? Cause i don't feel like i was living right now. I think my brain got damaged cause it can't work properly. Its time for me to fly too another destination. Forget bout promises between me and her. She more important than anything. My head is mess. Sometimes i feel i wanna take it off for awhile. So i can't think of anything except the person who stole my heart. The true is, i miss you like crazy. I can't bear it alone but i'm working on it. I just flash the thing when we together so i can smile but not cries. I believe in you and have faith within it. Just to tell you how important you are in my life. Without you everything is mess. I can't even manage myself. People keep wake me up but i don't want to! This dream make me alive. And this my only dream that i will turn it into reality and no more fantasy. I love you angel from my nightmare. It's hard to breathe without you around. Come back love, i'll be waiting for you only. i'm desperately wanna hear your lovely voice that make me calm through the storm or what ever up coming. It's only you i want! You are everything to me. All i wanna do is loved you until the last breathe of mine. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha.
