I had great night last night. Have fun with all my friends. Chill around without problem in mind but, suddenly one of them asked bout me and my girl. No one know the story bout us. I just smile and said. "ok jer, napa?" then i go take a drink outside. How can i didn't think of you? every second, every minute, every hour, every day you in my thought. I reach you but you not there. I'm clueless, speechless lying around here without you. Losing soul, moving around with empty body. How can i still live? I miss you damn much. I've tried everything to get over you. But i can't! Seriously, i'm dying. I want hear you. I need you by my side all the time. If i've made mistake that can't be forgiving, i'm begging you forgiveness on my knee. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha. Not with my heart only, but with my soul, my everything. I hope you read this entries. I'm so sorry.. Please come back..
