Hilang

Hey brahh. Selamat petang manusia. Hari nihh wa dah tak tahu nak luahkan pe yang wa rasa sekarang nihh. Apa dah tak ada cinta untuk wa per? Wa nih sekadar mainan? Serious wa sangat tak paham dahh pe yang dah jadi nihh. Sesuka hati diam macam tuh jer. Seolah-olah saja-saja bikin wa panas dan bosan pastu nanti senang nak putus? Kepala otak wa nihh dah tak mampu nak menanggung benda-benda macam nihh lahh. Pe pasal lahh mulut senang cakap, janji macam-macam tapi apa yang dah jadi sekarang? Kalau tersinggung, mintak maaflah. Sebab, wa cakap ape wa rasa. Manusia nihh memang akan ditinggalkan ataupun akan meninggalkan. Tak lari dari semua itu. Mungkin sebab ada yang lagi terbaik, sebab tuhh wa nihh dibiarkan terkontang kanting kat sini. Lama dah wa perhatikan sifat nihh. Tapi bila wa diam-diam, makin menjadi-jadi pulak. Hiba gila, serious. Wa tak tahu pe yang dah jadi. Kenapa mesti macam nihh. Yang wa tawu, wa tetap cinta sama lu. Utuh gila dan takkan pudar. 

Plain White T's - Boomerang

Kelam Malam

Heyho jahh! Pesal wa rasa ada je benda tak kena nih? Nape ehh? Makin wa pikir makin semak pulak kepala wa nihh. Tapi bila tak pikir kang, macam tak ambil kisah pulak. Entah lahh. Wa pun dah tak tahu nak cakap apa dah. Pandai-pandai lahh. Ke memang hukum alam yang manusia nihh akan tersedar bila dah kehilangan? Yang wa peliknya, apa pasal wa tak macam tuhh? Dulu mungkin lahh. Bila dah 2,3 kali wa kena benda yang sama, wa terus berubah. Wa hargai apa yang penting kat wa. Sebab wa tak nak kehilangan benda yang wa dah sayang gila-gila. Untunglahh mereka walaupun berulang kali buat masalah atau kesalahan yang sama masih ada orang yang sayang. Benda-benda macam nih tak boleh nak dibuat main jugak wa rasa. Sebab bila kerap sangat jadi benda yang sama, kesabaran tuhh terhad. Manusia nihh semua ada limit. Serious benda nihh penting gila. Tak boleh nak diambil mudah. Hargai siapa yang menghargai kamu. Hargai siapa yang sanggup bersusah payah untuk kamu. Hargai mereka yang mencintai kamu seluruh raganya. Hargailah pasangan kamu. Good Luck.

The Used - Empty With You

Cola Pop Coke

Selamat-selamat. Wa tak boleh tido pulak. Tekak nihh haus sangat agaknyee, jadi wa teros pergi dapur capai coke kat dalam peti ais. Tengah-tengah wa layan coke nihh wa pasang lagu Evan sebab nak layan perasaan. Tetiba pulak wa jadi emosi abis. Wa nak jumpa bakal pengantin wa. Wa nak dia tahu yang wa betul-betul cintakan dia dan nak idup sama dengan dia. Kawan-kawan wa cakap wa dah kena ubat guna-guna sebab tergila-gilakan dia. Tapi, ada wa kesah? Wa memang cinta dan sayang banyak-banyak sama dia. Wa kadang-kadang pun tak paham dengan diri wa sendiri. Wa termenung kejap sambil isap rokok. Telinga wa masih mendengar lagu Evan nihh berulang-ulang kali. Jantung wa pun denyut tak hingat punya laju. Penangan nasi kangkang ker? Hahaha. Gurau-gurau. Hmm.. Mungkin sebab wa pikir banyak? Atau mungkin sebab dia dah sibuk? Banyak sungguh kebarangkalian dalam kepala otak wa yang dah karat nihh.. Tapi yang utamanya, wa takut kehilangan dia. Wa taknak benda-benda tak enak jadi kat hubungan nihh. Cukuplah dengan dugaan-dugaan sebelum nihh. Wa dah cukup tak tentu arah dahh.. :( Dia tuh bakal bini wa. Tuh muktamad. Tolonglahh perangai wa nihh berubah kearah lebih positif. Wa cinta dia weyhh.. Tolonglah paham perasaan wa yang mendalam nihh.. Tolonglah tenangkan hati wa. Wa taknak fikir benda-benda tak sepatutnya. Wa manusia biasa yang penuh dengan permikiran negatif. Tunjukkan sayang kamu kepada ku. Katakan tiap luahan hatimu. Kerna ku tak mahu kehilangan kamu.. Bila down sangat mcm nih lah perangai wa. Serious wa rasa lemah gilaa. Perasaan sendiri pun tak boleh nak kawal. Sangat tak suka diri wa yang ini! Go away you damn negative!

Evan Taubenfeld - The Best Years Of Our Lives

Cinta

Heyho brahh! Hari nih wa coret-coret dalam bahasa negara wa iaitu, Bahasa Malaysia. Dalam blog wa yang nihh, wa buat kelainan sikit. Tiap-tiap 10 kemasukan blog baru akan bertukar bahasa. Tapi Inggeris dengan Malaysia je lahh. Hehe. XD Sambil makan bubur sejuk yang baru dikeluarkan dari peti ais, wa nak menyatakan kegembiraan hati wa nihh kerana, GF wa baru lepas telefon wa masa wa kat kedai minum tadi. Mane tak gembiranya hati wa nih, wa dah macam mayat hidup dah mase beliau tak menghubungi wa. Memang tak lama, seminggu jer. Tp bagi wa dah macam berabad-abad dah. Fuh~ wa memang dah tak mampu nak menahan kerinduan hati wa dah. Dah lah dia sorang je yang wa ada kat dunia nih selain keluarga wa. Dia dah macam wa punya jantung. Tak ada dia, wa mati. Diterangkan sekali lagi, dia tuhh dah macam wa punya jantung. Tanpa dia, wa mati. Serious! Cinta sampai mati tuh. Wa dah mati nanti pun, wa tetap cinta dia sorang jer sampailah ke alam kekal abadi. Dia sahaja cinta wa. Amin.

Anuar Zain - Sedetik Lebih

Kamen Rider

Dang dang dang. Here it comes again the superhero that i've been dreaming off since my childhood, please welcome Mr. Kamen Rider! Haha. XD Sometimes i wish i had his power. Safe the world with cool outfit. Ride the cool bike, and sure with the cool power. Once before, i've thinked and discuss with my friend to built real Kamen Rider suits for army or police use. Haha. Imagination sure are big but nothing. Damn.. I really want Kamen Rider suits! At least his helmet! Waaa~ Sayang! let's go to Japan to buy those things! Just like throw the two birds with one stone. We go for our honeymoon too. Hehe. Love you so much! Nyum nyum nyum. Hehe. XD

Deluhi - Hybrid Truth

Raining Day

Ehem ehem. Heyho jahh! Today was full of things to do. But all the plan was crushed when rain start to pour. Damn.. Haha. But is okay. At least my scooter only 30% till it complete. The other thing.. Today seems like yesterday. She still remain in silent. How are you sayang? Boo, have you get enough sleep? Did you eat in time pumkin pie? I'm sure you are absolutely fine without me around you. Have fun okay. For me, i don't want to talk about it. Cause it's so empty when you're not around. That's it. The more i talk about it, the more damage in my heart. I keep endure this feeling and make sure it in control until you back. I miss you freaking much deeply. I love you much3mellow sayang. I've got a lot thing to tell you. Can't wait to hear you awesome voices. RAWR! Take care love..

Coldplay - The Scientist

Anniversary

Happy anniversary my lovely beautiful one! Today suppose to be our second month together as a lover. But we can't celebrate for some reason. But still, happy anniversary sayangkuh Nur Aneelya Natasha! Hope you doing fine there without me. To tell you the true, i'm not okay here without you. I'm so frustrated and confusion in this life when you're not around. I hope you here soon as possible cause, you are the one who only can make me awake and alive. I love you domu domu domu much and i miss you fucking deeply. Take care beautiful one of mine. You're just like an angel from my darkness nightmare. Stay with me dear.. Ehem, i love you sayang! Happy anniversary!

Plain White T's - Write You A Song

Tired

Hey Hey Ho! Damn.. I'm so tired today. With this unpleasant feeling still buried inside me. Plus, repairing my scooter still doesn't have any progress. This is days 4 she remain in silent. Wondering what she doing in 4days of silent. I was alone without her. I need her to comfort myself. I need her to be myself. I miss you so much boo. I feel like i can't hold it any longer. I wanna scream until sore, until the throat bleeding inside with only scream you name. Damage inside heart, burns this emotion and all i wanna do is hold you tightly in my arms. Whisper to your ears that three words of feeling, i love you. You all i want, you all i need. You're everything..

Lifehouse - Everything

Empty Morning

Morning brahh. Last night i was dreaming bout her. The situation is unclear but i do feel fear. When i woke up, this heart cried like it bleeding. Beating so fast like its going to break. I take my phone just to see if it got text for me or miss call from her. But, it's was nothing. I was shocked. I never thought she remain in silent. It's my another empty morning. I wish i can go back and stop the world from turning. I'm dying without you. So, i just write down all my feeling here in case if i'm not around. Everything is different now. I do feel surround me not moving at all. I was stuck here nowhere to go. I struggle just to life. All i wanted is you, the one who only can hold me from falling. I hope you don't mind to take my hand and hold it for forever. I love you more than you imagined. I miss you even the sea can't beat it up. You are my everything Nor Aneelya Natasha! Without you i'll be miserable at best. Hear me out sayang. All i can think is only you. All i care is bout you. Only you. It's cool here without you sayang..

Mayday Parade - Miserable at Best

Missing You

Heyho lover. The days keep changing but not mine. I was lost in the way back home. Without you here, i've never thought it would be so quiet. Everyday feels like more a year. Looking back on better days, my world so shine with the rainbow of your love. But now, it's cloudy with heavier rain. I close my eyes to see your smile. I keep surrounded silent just to heard your whisper beautiful voices through my ears. I let my body cold until it frozen just for you to heat it up with your arms and your love. If i've got a chance to move on, i won't accept it. Cause this memory with you is my only treasure. And it will keep blooming until the last breath of mine. We keep fighting but we're perfect for each other. You are my soul mate. This heart still beating for only one bold reason, it's you.Where are you? Please come home and stop this pain tonight. I miss you so much sayang.

Blink 182 - I Miss You

Lights

Morning jahh! My headache seems gone now. Should i take drugs to let myself away from this pain? Damn! Of cause it was a joke. I never let myself involve with drugs anymore. Anyway, i just want to share some of music that i've been heard lately. Give big applause to Valerie Anne Pxleitneor a.k.a LIGHTS. Her hair was amazing! She was born in Timmins Ontario, and since the mid 2000s she has lived in Toronto and had changed her legal name to Lights. When asked about changing her name, she said her former name was a chapter of her life that was over. Thats was little about her. If you want to know more, hit the Wiki bout her okay. XD Let's chill with her songs.

Lights - Second Go

Home Sweet Home

Heyho! I'm home biatch. Let me tell you a short story that made me chuckle for little. It's started when yesterday i'm going to Kuala Lumpur with my friend to kill our bored. But unfortunately, my scooter was in bad condition and it can't arrive to destination. Well, stubborn was on the top. So we just pretend like nothing happen and continue our journey to KL without the light. After awhile hit the road, the engine was stopped and you know what, we stuck in only five more kilometer from our destination. The feeling is so damn.. To make it more worst, everybody is missing when we seeking for help. So we just sit there doing nothing. After like two hours of waiting, we try our luck with a roommate friend of mine. Lucky fate, he was on the way to rescue us. But its not ended here. The problem can't be fixed cause i don't have money to buy a new thing. So i just charge the battery and prey to Allah to make it going in smooth. I hit the road at 10 p.m and without the light to light my way home. Dangerous but what can't i do? I don't have anymore solution cause all the spare part was leave at home. Brave myself and finally i hit Seremban town. But i'm blessed with unlucky things. There was roadblock up ahead. If i make a U-turn, maybe i'll be safe but it can't help cause it's too late to turn back now. So with the sweat drip in my eyes, i just hit the light button without thinking. You know what, light came out and its so bright. Then i chuckle for a while cause it funny when i think about it again. Alhamdulillah, i've arrive at home safely.

Motley Crue - Home Sweet Home

Rusty Brain

Heyho brahh. I'm still at Shah Alam wondering around here doing nothing in this fucking room. Wanna go back to Seremban but my friend still sleeping at this hours. To fill up the bored until my friends awake, i just watch youtube and i just found out that today was my lazy asses day. Maybe last night thing still in my mine. She still in silent, on fire, i don't know what to do anymore cause i'm on fire too. But, of cause she's my precious one. Thats why i'm cooling myself as faster as i can. All i care was about her. When weekend come, we fight. Weekday arrive,we didn't contact that much. Damn, i miss her so much! I really wanna scream her name until my lungs bleeding. Didn't her miss me? Boo, do you miss me? My mind blank cause this thing too heavy for my rusty brain. Sometime i feel like wanna shut it down and just restart it. Unfortunately, i can't. Anyway, enjoy your fucking weekend brahh. Chious~

Stars - Your Ex-Lover is Dead

Making Memory

This is was my 1st post in my new account. Just like usual post, this blog like my diary of life. Skip this introduction cause i'm so sleepy today, let's end this writing quickly as i can. Its started with a girl has known as Mary Jane. Beautiful, Lovely, Perfectly in my hazel eyes. I'll make sure she will be mine someday somehow. But, the other side of her is hard too handle. When  she angry, it will take a days to cool down. When she get mad, the unexpected words will come out and make this thing more worst. Even so she was like that, i will marry her. I will make the memories until the day i gone. I will love her with all i have. All i want is her cause she is my need. Nobody perfect and with that, the great memory will be born. So, don't ever thing about giving up. Work out until the last blood dry in my vein. Thanks  Allah cause giving me a chance to knew her. She is my bride. My only bride. I love you Nor Aneelya Natasha a.k.a Mary Jane. Let's make our world shine with the rainbow of love.

Plain White T's - Making Memory